mrszaynm:

I’m finding it hard to accept that they’re actually going to carry on without him !

One Direction has saved so many lives and for the past 5 years one of those lives has been mine. When you think about it, Zayn was always quiet and 1 out of 5 people suffer from depression, maybe our happy little ball of joy wasn’t so happy after all. Zayn will forever be in our hearts, and dear god does it feel like a billion knives are stabbing me, but i took a vow that i would support them ALL no matter what. I love you Zayn.